Saturn is in Aquarius. An astrologer friend explains to me that for Taurus it is time for challenges and battles to overcome difficulties, because Saturn is against.
Ironically I can say that Saturn is against everyone right now. My friend says it’s not true, however there are people who have found a way to escape adversity – of any kind – and be successful – in every field – even at a time like this.
It is time to prove to myself – that I am a Taurus with a Taurus ascendant – that I still have the energy to face difficulties and the intuition needed to build a boat that can sail in this sea.
There are several adversities now, March 2021: more than a year of pandemic that has eliminated work while taxes and expenses continue to arrive; small psychological disturbances due to forced isolation – chats, videos, zoom conferences do not replace real life -; and then and then and then …….
As another wise friend says – my friends all are -: one thing at a time.
What is the priority?
Difficult to identify, as every aspect is a link in the chain: it all takes for a chain to be a chain and if one link breaks, the chain breaks. So: rest, breathe and listen to what my stomach tells and asks of me. You know, that sheet of ice that feels right under the skin? it is able to speak and if you listen to it, the slight warmth of our mind will be enough to melt it.
I’m well under way, the pistons in my brain have started to go up and down again like an engine’s.
I have to take a pen and paper and write. I have to take a pen and paper and go back to what I have always done since I was a child, when my sister begged me to play dolls with her, and then she began to give me a little blow to convince me. I didn’t like to play, I got a headache. I wanted to read and then write. Getting back to who I am is the priority.
My mother was the only one in the family who understood. When I closed myself in my room she would say to everyone: shut up, Marcella is working.
I started working again.
Did I say the job was cleared?
No, that’s not true.
I am working, with pen and paper and on the computer.
I’m working on a new project: it makes me feel alive, it lifts my mood.
I have an exceptional helper: my daughter. I work on instinct and on impulse. She is methodical, meticulous, precise: she corrects mistakes and puts ideas into practice.
Breath. Like the final words of a famous movie: tomorrow is another day.
Marcella Ansaldo